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Before the Final Year

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 18, 2008, 11:42 PM
  • Mood: Tense
Malapit na ang May…at malapit na ang submission of requirements… palapit ng palapit ang araw na yon at pinapatay na ako ng kaba…bago matulog at pagkagising na pagkagising ko sa umaga…agad kong tinitignan ang report card ko na laging nasa side table…as if may milagrong mangyayari na makapagbabago pa ng mga letrang naka-print na… pati nga sa pagtulog ko ay napapanaginipan ko ang report card…minsan pa nga ay kina-calculate ko pa…

Kung ako ang tatanungin…ikinakahiya ko ang report card na to…isang taon na paghihirap na nagtatapos lang o sina-summarize lang ng mga letra… “ang sakit!” parati kong sinasabi sa mga kamag-anak at kaibigan na may concern sa akin at mahilig mangamusta ng grades…ayokong sirain ang expectations nila sa akin…mas lalo naman na ayaw kong magsinungaling para lang masabi na ako parin ay magaling…

Natatakot na nga ako…nababawasan na ako ng pagkakataon…ang baba ng grades ko…wala akong maski isang achievement ngayun 3rd year…napabayaan ko na ang lahat ng clubs ko…ang laki pa naman ng bills ngayun dahil mainit at nandito pa si lola…tanging grades ko lang at ang recommendation ang inaasahan ko pero pati ung report card ko parang makakasira pa…

Minsan… umaasa nalang ako sa pag-asa

Minsan…naiisip ko na wala na akong pag-asa… pero kailangan ko paring umasa na may pagkakataon pa ako…kailangan kong umasa na maganda ang kahahantungan ng lahat ng ito…kahit pa walang kasiguraduhan…

Ang sakit…gusto kong umasa… pero ayaw kong mabigo

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Philippines
  • Interests: chess, swimming, music, guitar, mythology...
  • Favourite movie: harry potter, lord of the rings, moulin rouge, chicago, big fish, school of rock, matrix, star wars
  • Favourite band or musician: eraserheads, greenday, incubus, jason mraz, maroon 5, rivermaya, stephen speaks, the corrs
  • Favourite poet or writer: my brother
  • Favourite game: any game as long as I'm the winner
  • Favourite cartoon character: snoopy
  • Tools of the Trade: the absence of laziness

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~shoyo4:iconshoyo4: Mar 27, 2008, 10:49:49 PM
YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!

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... I WAS .............
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If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend

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"Whoever the enemy is, it doesn't matter! If my arms get torn off, I'll kick him to death! If my legs get torn off, I'll bite him to death! If my head gets torn off, I'll stare at him to death! If my eyes get torn off, I'll curse him to death!" - Naruto
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~FallenWarriorRoxas:iconFallenWarriorRoxas: Mar 27, 2008, 1:14:48 PMComment hidden by Owner
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~bluesoul9:iconbluesoul9: Jan 11, 2008, 8:31:35 PM
:D

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Evil always prevail in this world thats why in the end... this world will be destroyed nyahahaha!
~ezade:iconezade: Jan 6, 2008, 4:26:48 AM
la yun! happy new year din >_<!

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
~bluesoul9:iconbluesoul9: Jan 5, 2008, 9:46:40 PM
salamat a fav. atska Happy New Year nga pla..

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Evil always prevail in this world thats why in the end... this world will be destroyed nyahahaha!
~ezade:iconezade: Jan 5, 2008, 6:19:05 PM
welcome ;p

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
~fleurcourt92:iconfleurcourt92: Jan 5, 2008, 6:10:52 PM
dyezzee! thanks sa fav :P

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la lala lala loooove it :P
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~ezade:iconezade: Dec 26, 2007, 3:36:04 AM
merry Christmas, and happy new year

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
~hepara:iconhepara: Dec 25, 2007, 7:02:42 AM Mood: Love
~ MeRry ChriStmas 

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:hexentanz: frogg prince :hexentanz:
~SirOcelot:iconSirOcelot: Dec 11, 2007, 7:04:44 AM
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..

1-3 ~ you're a bad friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend
to you my dear friend

thanks^^

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Don't bite the hand that feeds you, but cherish that there is a hand that gives - Summy27
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~ezade:iconezade: Nov 11, 2007, 2:08:33 PMComment hidden by Owner
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~hepara:iconhepara: Nov 10, 2007, 4:38:10 AMComment hidden by Owner Mood: Joy
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~ezade:iconezade: Sep 1, 2007, 6:50:05 AM
:hug:

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
=sarjan:iconsarjan: Sep 1, 2007, 3:31:26 AM
yehey mabuti nmn:hug:

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August is my LUCKY month!
~ezade:iconezade: Aug 31, 2007, 11:51:28 AM
wala na, ok na po ;p

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
=sarjan:iconsarjan: Aug 29, 2007, 4:03:23 AM
oh sige san po?

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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
~ezade:iconezade: Aug 28, 2007, 3:14:13 AM
sayang, magpapatulong sana ako sayo mommy eh

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
=sarjan:iconsarjan: Aug 28, 2007, 1:29:19 AM
ahaha ako din busy!

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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
~ezade:iconezade: Aug 28, 2007, 1:18:59 AM
well, lahat ng anak busy eh

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
=sarjan:iconsarjan: Aug 28, 2007, 12:46:40 AM
busy daw pala sa thesis anak^^

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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
~ezade:iconezade: Aug 27, 2007, 7:18:29 AM
ako din eh
di ko sya nakikita

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
=sarjan:iconsarjan: Aug 27, 2007, 4:41:08 AM
ahaha...namimis ko na din ate mo...di ko napagkikita...kung san san ata nagpupupunta!

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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
~ezade:iconezade: Aug 27, 2007, 4:32:42 AM
:hug: :hug" -from Bunso-

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we eat to live,
not the other way around
=sarjan:iconsarjan: Aug 27, 2007, 2:00:02 AM
hahaha!

:hug::hug: -from Inay-

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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
~ezade:iconezade: Aug 27, 2007, 1:56:44 AM
ok lang, wala akong baon na blade

i'm not emo
im just being honest

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we eat to live,
not the other way around