Before the Final Year
Journal Entry: Fri Apr 18, 2008, 11:42 PM
- Mood:
Tense
Malapit na ang May
at malapit na ang submission of requirements
palapit ng palapit ang araw na yon at pinapatay na ako ng kaba
bago matulog at pagkagising na pagkagising ko sa umaga
agad kong tinitignan ang report card ko na laging nasa side table
as if may milagrong mangyayari na makapagbabago pa ng mga letrang naka-print na
pati nga sa pagtulog ko ay napapanaginipan ko ang report card
minsan pa nga ay kina-calculate ko pa
Kung ako ang tatanungin
ikinakahiya ko ang report card na to
isang taon na paghihirap na nagtatapos lang o sina-summarize lang ng mga letra
ang sakit! parati kong sinasabi sa mga kamag-anak at kaibigan na may concern sa akin at mahilig mangamusta ng grades
ayokong sirain ang expectations nila sa akin
mas lalo naman na ayaw kong magsinungaling para lang masabi na ako parin ay magaling
Natatakot na nga ako
nababawasan na ako ng pagkakataon
ang baba ng grades ko
wala akong maski isang achievement ngayun 3rd year
napabayaan ko na ang lahat ng clubs ko
ang laki pa naman ng bills ngayun dahil mainit at nandito pa si lola
tanging grades ko lang at ang recommendation ang inaasahan ko pero pati ung report card ko parang makakasira pa
Minsan
umaasa nalang ako sa pag-asa
Minsan
naiisip ko na wala na akong pag-asa
pero kailangan ko paring umasa na may pagkakataon pa ako
kailangan kong umasa na maganda ang kahahantungan ng lahat ng ito
kahit pa walang kasiguraduhan
Ang sakit
gusto kong umasa
pero ayaw kong mabigo
Devious Comments
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!
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If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend
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"Whoever the enemy is, it doesn't matter! If my arms get torn off, I'll kick him to death! If my legs get torn off, I'll bite him to death! If my head gets torn off, I'll stare at him to death! If my eyes get torn off, I'll curse him to death!" - Naruto
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Evil always prevail in this world thats why in the end... this world will be destroyed nyahahaha!
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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Evil always prevail in this world thats why in the end... this world will be destroyed nyahahaha!
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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la lala lala loooove it
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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1-3 ~ you're a bad friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend
to you my dear friend
thanks^^
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Don't bite the hand that feeds you, but cherish that there is a hand that gives - Summy27
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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August is my LUCKY month!
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
di ko sya nakikita
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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August last year I have over 2K views...I hope it happens again...
i'm not emo
im just being honest
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we eat to live,
not the other way around
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